I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
"You'll never reach it",
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep pushing on,cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

I am getting tired of everything.

Every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar....

Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger

Some people just don't always tell when they're in the pit of despair. They put on a bright, brave face even when they're cracking up inside. Perhaps they're trying to keep you safe from the dark faces raging inside then, as if depression were contagious. Or perhaps it's just that isolation; the curse of depression- has made them unable to communicate at all. Something tragic happens - and our life shatters, to fall apart. Sometimes there is an obvious trigger for this sudden crumbling of reality. All we know is that we are contemplating a terrifying future that has no meaning. Maybe you can talk about in occasions when you have struggled to make sense of random misery or have felt loneliness and confusion.  Everyone feels that way sometimes. It is just that in depression, that feeling is magnified to become supreme, unsplendid isolation. There is no magic cure, one have to wade through the fog before able to reach sunlight. It's only a tiny comfort, but perhaps this debilitating, energy, draining, all consuming black hole serves a purpose. Is like a dark room where you're developing the next chapter of life before living it. Recovery is painful. But it may be necessary for survival. One certainty is that we'll all have to deal with change- good and bad. Many of us will be dealing with different kinds of changes, the kind we don't want, don't expect and didn't plan for. It's easy to divide change into "good" and "bad" types, to welcome few certainties in life is that we'll have to deal with both kinds at some stage, whether we like it or not. We can't always plan for what's coming, but we can plan for the fact that “is coming". The way we feel about change and our approach to it generally is one of the most important factors in our lives and can make more of a difference to our happiness and life direction than anything else. It's not just a question of rolling with the punches, but of knowing how to deal with endings and allow the possibility of new beginnings.

My 2008 inspiration.

Won't Let You Fall - Fergie

I'll never let you go
So, never let me go
I will be your journey
And you will be my road
Down the stormy path
Love will never come to pass
It will be an anchor
Although the winds may blow

And through the depths of high and low
Wherever you will go, I'll follow
To the end, back again
You know

Won't let you fall
Fall out of love
'Cause together we'll be holding on
'Cause all we have is us
Won't let you go
Go away again
Because life don't mean nothing at all
If I don't have your love

I will dry your tears
Take away your fears
Let me be your shelter
Your heart is safe in here
So beautiful and pure
There's nothing I would not endure
Oh, love as got me blinded
I see it all so clear

I'm down for you for whatever
Anything you going through
What's mine is yours
Every little thing
I got you
Even when winds will change
Come smashing down and crashing on you